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August 31, 2001

Wow!

Can you believe it? Here I am... I'm back. I suppose since I have a 3 day weekend I'm kind of giddy... I don't know. What's been happening? I had a Birthday (August 21st)... my 29th! I feel old. :(

I got a new car! :D A 1991 Buick Regal. It's Silver & Black. I love it!! I know this may not sound very new, but if you had seen my old car it's quite an improvement. It actually makes it more than 2 miles without dying on me.

I haven't been online much...been trying to spend time with my family. The kids go back to school Sept. 4th... & then I'm switching from 10 hours a day to 7 so I can be here when they get home. Hopefully this will be a good thing, & they won't feel so deprived of Mommy time.

I've been getting some strange emails. Like people really wanting to ask me things... I swear I'm the last person you want to be asking. I think I'm going to have to start a forum so maybe people can ask questions, & get some help besides from me... :) Maybe this weekend...this should be ok, as long as people don't base their real life decisions on my answers. I can just see it now.... I'm no dear Abby you know. Maybe this is a bad idea... I dunno.

My 2 emails this week were one person asking me what "monitor testing" was, & how to make it stop... & someone asking "Have you got a hang up of someone trying to contact the President of the

United States, or don't you know how to make the contact?" Hmmm.....

Oh well...I'm outta here for a while. I think I'm going to maybe change my calendar. hehe

Posted by Jewels at 07:39 PM | Comments (0)

**Welcome to my life...**
Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever want to run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels alright You don't know what it's like to be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked When you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more Before your life is over? Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With the big fake smiles and stupid lies While deep inside you're bleeding No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels alright You don't know what it's like to be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked When you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life No one ever lied straight to your face And no one ever stabbed you in the back You might think I'm happy But I'm not gonna be ok Everybody always gave you what you wanted You never had to work it was always there You don't know what it's like What it's like To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked When you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like (what it's like) To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked When you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Welcome to my life Welcome to my life