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June 19, 2002

So...

Not too much is new. We have a new house, it's nice. It's still long distance to call my Mom & my sister although they are now 15 minutes away as opposed to 24 hours. Grrr. Bob & I still don't have jobs & I have no clue where our money is going to come from.

We are leaving for Oprah at 4:30 AM! Did I say that already? 4:30!! Which is like 8 hours from now, so I am going to go & try to sleep soon. I'm not sure how the taping schedule works & if the shows from that day are actaully played the same day or not? They are taping 2 shows tomorrow...so it looks like tomorrows aired show is going to be "How to Make Strong Connections with Your Children" & Fridays show is "Money Mistakes Women Make". Hmmm... we'll see.

Posted by Jewels at 08:13 PM | Comments (1)

Yippie!!!

Got my Roadrunner installed today. It's fast!! I'll post something tonight...but I have to get to bed early since we are going to see Oprah tomorrow!!

Posted by Jewels at 03:20 PM | Comments (0)

June 11, 2002

Made it!

Yes, we made it safely. I just found my power cord tonight. So this is my first time online. I'm connected at a screaming 26.4 & trying to pull a bunch of huge picture emails in which just isn't happening. Which also means I can't send anyone any email. ugh.

We have been working out tushies off non-stop since we got here. All I'll say for now is the lady that was moving downstairs still had everything she owned in the house when we got here & we had to pack it all up & clean the filth out of the whole house, & we're still not done. We had to sleep at my sisters for the first 2 nights & the 3rd night was really iffy. Man it sucks so bad, & it was SO gross, such a mess!! We just got done packing & cleaning & then we had to do it all over again but worse because it's not our stuff. We have now unpacked maybe a quarter of our stuff, & we've been here almost a week. I have no idea when we got here...I'm lucky I know what day it is today. This whole week 2 actually has been a big blur. Really.

Why I thought stucking the cat litter box in this cubbyhole under where my computer is sitting is beyond me! aaggghhh P.U.!!:petrified

So if I'm still MIA for a while, it's because I'm cleaning & unpacking & cleaning...still.

Posted by Jewels at 10:50 PM | Comments (0)

June 02, 2002

Moving...

Yes, we are leaving Monday I hope, maybe Tuesday. The kids rooms & most of the living room is done. I still have the 2 bathrooms, laundry room, kitchen, & my bedroom to do. So, I better get shakin'. Just wanted to let everybody know if I don';t post for a while...that's why. :perplex

Posted by Jewels at 10:13 AM | Comments (0)

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