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September 02, 2002

The SADDEST thing...

happened yesterday morning. The waitress that trained me has a daughter that just had a baby a few weeks ago. Well, she (the daughter) started waitressing there too, to help make ends meet. So yesterday there they are...working their butts off, & the daughter gets a call. Her baby died! She was freaking out....it was SO sad! I can't even imagine. I felt sick, like I was going to puke, then I started to cry...I mean, I can't even imagine the pain. What she must be going through. They are starting a collection at work from the other waitresses, but since we are all piss-ass broke I don't thnk it's going to be enough. :confused I really wish they would put up a collection basket for the customers too. You know? She's got 3 other kids...this was her 4th. Anyhow, the police are investigating & I'm not quite sure how/what happened, but I heard that the baby was sleeping on his stomach, so... I guess the poor angel suffocated. I tell you, it just breaks my heart.

Posted by Jewels at 11:32 PM | Comments (0)

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Worked 8-8 yesterday. My boss was the biggest ass! I SWEAR - I am not kidding. I told Bob today I want to just beat the sh*t out of him. I bet that's legal. He also fired one of my favorite co-workers after she told him to f-off, yet he had called her a f-ing Bi*** about 10 times in a row. Jerk, jerk, jerk. I swear to you that man is going to ROT when he dies.

Posted by Jewels at 11:13 PM | Comments (0)

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Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

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Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life