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September 20, 2002

I worked my tushie off tonight...

I guess I was lucky. I was the first one there out of the 4:00 girls, even though I was 5 minutes late, so I got moved from the second to worst section in smoking to the very front section in non-smoking. Anyhow...that's where the money is... I heard smoking was so slow & that one of the girls had $9 at like 8:00...& I ended up leaving with almost $80. So woohoo! :woohoo

I really don't have the memory for this job... I must say, I am a really bad waitress when I am busy. Really bad. I forget soups, I forget salads, I forget other things...but like Mike, one of the almost every day customers said, "Well, she may forget things once in a while, but she's Jewels, that's why she gets tips" heh. Yeah, that I am.

My favorite little cook hasn't been there since Wednesday either... so it's weird there without him. The rest of them are just "Ohhh mamasita" or they get mad & say "No, she's faya" (ugly)...they are so moody! Like how your day is going has anything to do with how you look! Whatever.

Posted by Jewels at 11:57 PM | Comments (0)

Why, why why...?

OMG! I JUST mopped the kitchen floor. The girl downstairs came up asking if we have carpet cleaner & left dirty foot prints all over it. I mopped it again. She came up AGAIN! Now she wants to wash her butt-ass ugly stinky smelly huge dog in my bathtub! And I was just going to clean the bathroom! I have the mop & bucket next to me...the cleaner & sponge here.... Someone put me out of my misery! :irked

Posted by Jewels at 12:25 PM | Comments (3)

If you like music...

& you like cards... you gotta check out Beatgreets! It's really cool.

Posted by Jewels at 09:53 AM | Comments (0)

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Welcome to my life...
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life