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September 28, 2002

Also...

I'm working on my first website in quite a while for a neighbor of my sister. It's a Yahoo! Store. I don't know who they're kidding saying you can have your site up in a couple of minutes. Geeze. But whatever. I guess I'll have some experience in that now too. Oh, & the kicker is, since it's my sisters friend, I offered to get paid in cookies! (No lie! It's a gourmet cookies site) I am SUCH a spaz!:gurn

I've been trying & trying to come up with a name for a design business. I've previously had: New Millennium Designs, Cubed W Designs, & now I need another because I don't like either of those. *sigh* So, I will post a few ideas & see what you think. I'm into the whole Rhymes with Design thing right now. (Plus need an AVAILABLE .com address ha!)

So far the list is...
dont whine designs
borderline designs
highline designs
top of the line designs
on your mind designs
free your mind designs
pink wine designs
intertwine designs

In NO specific order. I really, really like don't whine designs... but it seems "unprofessional". Hmm...?:snide

Posted by Jewels at 11:39 PM | Comments (0)

What a day!

Ok, first, I had a run in with the burner on the stove. I Burned 3 fingers, & I have NO IDEA what I was doing. I'm cooking hamburgers, I made a grease mess, so I go to clean it up, & lift a burning hot burner cover (?) right off the stove! I mean, hello it just had a blue flame all over it & 2 seconds later, I pick it up?! Geeze! So yeah, my fingers made this sizzle noise & OMG did it hurt!! So I took a pain pill & a 2 hour nap a while later.

The car is broken in the Menard's parking lot. Not a clue what's wrong with it.

Didn't go to work, didn't call. Didn't really care. They called me. I was sleeping & had the ringer off. They called again. I called them back at like 8:30. Talked to the "boss" I told him I didn't feel like getting yelled at, so I didn't call. Simple enough. He's always gotta be the control freak. He says you come in tomorrow. I said, I'm OFF tomorrow! He said "Ok, be here at 4 then." Fine. Whatever. I'll go in, talk to him, & I think I'll quit. The whole thing just stresses me out. I haven't been there all week anyhow. Aagghh.

Posted by Jewels at 11:31 PM | Comments (0)

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Welcome to my life...
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life