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January 28, 2002

I am lame

Ok I'm lame. I just updated my book marks to point to my new log...ta-da. I'm really here...sometimes. I really should have been a blonde .... I know. I wonder if the weblog world has forsaken me? You know... it's ok. I don't have all the cool linkies & stuff everone else does. :( I just don't have time. Know what else? The only time I get to see a prett pink :: dealie is when i post more than once a day.

I got an email back after submitting a resume... it says "We might be looking for a person in the 20-30 hour range, but unfortunatly, we can't afford a high price super star. If your goals are in the lower

end, like the $7 an hour range, let me know." Gah! I never said I was a super star... but I think maybe $7 is on the lower pond sucking end unless it comes with benifits. Am I wrong here? My sister said my nephew started at more than that working at Mc. Donalds! (Really!!) Someone give me some guidance! :) Yikes. Oh well...we'll see. Nitey nite.

Posted by Jewels at January 28, 2002 10:49 PM

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