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February 10, 2002

Job Search Suckage (again)

You know...this whole spending my entire weekend (again) looking for a job really stinks. Why we have to decide to move at a time the job market is really bad is beyond me. Last year at this time there were jobs everywhere in the Milwaukee area. gah!

Plus... my Mom has to go have a "lump" removed from her breast Tuesday, & I'm a 24 hour drive away. The main reason, I suppose, we really need to go home. To be nearer to our families. I''m really trying not to worry about her, but she's my mom. Can't help it.

Well, I've been searching every Milwaukee job site I can find for the last 4 hours, & am really disgusted, so I'm going to give it a rest for a while. What really makes me sick is when people tell me...well you could take a job as (insert really lame job of your choice here) ...yeah, I COULD do that...but I do have a good job now that I love.

So it's all a battle in my mind...stay here & like my job (most of the time) or move there & try to find another I like?! Stay here & be broke, or move there & be broke... say here & live in a ratty house, or move there & have to sell everything we own to afford the move?!

What to do, what to do...

Posted by Jewels at February 10, 2002 02:30 PM

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