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May 18, 2002

Going to be pretty busy the next few weeks...

Today I cleaned & cleaned & cooked, & went through the kids toys. Well most of them. The big toy-box anyhow. I also went through the videos. I think we've decided on a 5x8 trailer. I just found a place that says a trailer that size will hold a Dorm/Efficiency Apt & is 208 cubic feet. So if we are not taking any furniture, I think we'll be ok. We'll have the trunk of the car too. Which is pretty big. So...we are having a huge moving sale next Friday Saturday & Sunday. I think it'll be fine...I'm not getting rid of anything that means a lot to me....so it's ok. Furniture is replaceable.

It's going to be really hard saying goodbye, so maybe I just won't? I don't know. That is really the sucky part. Leaving behind so many people I care about... but I really think this is going to be a good thing for us. Family is so important.

We also have to get rid of the kitties... which yes, we still have. We have had 5 cats in our house since March 3rd. Simply because we were there when they were born, & we love them. Really. It's funny. There are 4 kitties & 5 of us & each of us has latched on to a different one. Bob & Miranda are sharing one. Which IF we were going to keep oone it should be that one...to be fair. BUT Brayden little mister emotional is crying every other day over his favorite. :'( We promised we could keep some from the next batch. All I can say is...I don't feel bad for keeping them this long because they are the most loving little kitties & will be really good pets. :angel

That's about it from the land of Nod. Gonna make popcorn & watch the mummy returns with the kids.

:petrified

Posted by Jewels at May 18, 2002 10:37 PM

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Saying "goodbye" sucks. Thank goodness we can still "talk" online! Hey, we need to do lunch sometime before you go. Next week maybe?

Posted by: Scott at May 20, 2002 08:17 AM

Ya...lunch sounds good... next weeks sounds good. Where we goin'? :D

Posted by: Jewels at May 20, 2002 06:30 PM

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