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May 27, 2002

Here I sit...

crying like a little baby. I just got off the phone with Braydens best friend Rigo's mom. They have been best friends since kindergarten & are both going into 5th grade. Glory (Rigo's mom) said that Rigo is so upset & cried & cried. They are leaving for Mexico tomorrow morning so they won't be here the rest of the week at school. Glory said that Rigo wrote Brayden a note & sat in his room for a good half an hour writing it. Then he took a glow in the dark star sticker & put in on there & wants Glory to give it to Brayden tomorrow.

You know...I remember moving as a kid, but we almost always moved just a few cities away. Sure, I had to go to a new school, but could still see my friends. The reason I didn't want to have to move is because of this very reason. I didn't want this to happen, & now I'm heart broken. For everyone.

Isn't life funny? Like you're going along just fine & WHAM! You're hit by an emotional Semi! Minding your own business & along comes this thing that makes you sob & shake & then pretty soon it fades away & along comes something else...

Posted by Jewels at May 27, 2002 10:17 PM

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