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May 12, 2002

I'm back

Camping was pretty weird. I can't say it was awful, but I can say this for sure. Camping was fun yesterday & sucked big time today! Yesterday we played games & made smores, & ate & told stories...

Then we went to bed. Ugh. The people a few sites over were drinking & started screaming for like an hour and a half. This one woman, I saw walking (Ok, kinda drunkenly swaying) down the path with her child, which made me sick. I know it was her. She looked like the get drunk & start a fight kind. Anyhow...it was like random couldn't make out what she was saying screaming for like an hour on & off with her baby crying in between. Then it turned into *running around camp areas* Stay away from me! Leave me alone! aagghh. So there I am trying to sleep, feeling really sorry for that baby & hoping he's alright.

Ok, so my sleep was disturbed a bit no biggie, but around 2am it starts raining. It's like low 30's & raining. It doesn't rain very often here, so we had everything outside. Our shoes, our clothes, our food, my new alarmclock/radio...everything. So by morning I am soaked on half of my body & half of my head from being next to the side of the tent. I wake up with a total migraine, & the kids saying "Look! It's snowing!" Well shit! It was hailing/snowing all over everything. So not only were my shoes & all our clothes soaked, but frozen. Man it was awful!!

But...I do have to admit. Bob hiked his butt half a mile down to the car, started it up, turned on the heat & walked Miranda & I down there. He carried Mandy. He let us sit there in the nice warm car & he packed up everything with the boys & hauled it all down to the cars. Wasn't that sweet? :)

Posted by Jewels at May 12, 2002 10:36 PM

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