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May 28, 2002

Total avoidance

Poor Scooter... Ok fine I'll SAY IT!
I-D-O-N-T-W-A-N-T-T-O-S-A-Y-G-O-O-D-B-Y-E! Not because I don't like you, because you know how stinkin emotional I am. And I also know how you try to act like you're not & I know you are. So there. We'd both be sitting at the restaurant laughing & then all teary eyed. Thus...the pretend lunch!

More info here:
Scott: Hey freakazoid
Julie: hey luzer
Scott: whatever
Scott: when are you taking the car in tomorrow?
Julie: earlyish
Julie: like 8:30
Scott: are you just avoiding this situation so you don't have to say goodbye?
Julie: NO
Scott: i mean... because, i can accept that if that's what you want.
Julie: but that sounds good too
Scott: hehe
Julie: :-J
Scott: so.... why can't you do lunch at 11:15 if you're taking the car in at 8:30?
Julie: because it's getting a tune up & they are checking the water leaky thingie
Julie: I have NO idea when it will be done
Scott: yeah, so? are you gonna just sit there the whole time waiting?
Scott: you could just leave it there...
Julie: mariah is giving me a ride home & I have Miranda
Scott: hm. have you ever been to los compeneros?
Julie: no.
Julie: where IS it?
Scott: on the corner of 1st and uncompaghre. 4 or 5 blocks down the road from you.
Scott: you could walk there!
Julie: oh.
Julie: ok.
Julie: & if i don't WANT to say good bye...
Julie: then what?
Scott: Or I could pick you guys up on the motorcycle! haha
Scott: don't say goodbye, it'll be easier for ME that way too!
Julie: ok so we can just forget the WHOLE THING.
Julie: because I already cried last night & today
Julie: & all weekend.
Scott: the "whole thing" meaning lunch? or just the saying goodbye part?
Julie: lunch=goodbye nerd.
Julie: we've never really been to lunch
Scott: yeah, true. miranda would be all, "why are you crying AGAIN mommy?!"
Julie: exactly
Scott: not just the 2 of us, true.
Julie: so lets PRETEND you took me to lunch. it's such a nice thought... I'll just ruin it & bawl.
Scott: ok, it's a plan. tomorrow at 11:15, i'll PRETEND to have a nice dinner conversation with you.
Julie: YES & I'll PRETEND not to blow pop out my nose!
Julie: :)
Scott: IT'S A DATE!!
Julie: coo
Scott: it's strange to think that i won't ever see you again. not that i do now, but i know that i COULD if i wanted or needed to, and now it won't be an option any more.
Scott: :-|
Scott: don't cry though... that wasn't the point.
Julie: i know & I don't want to talk about it.
Julie: so there.
Scott: ok.
Scott: fine
Julie: domn't go gettin all sappy.
Julie: lets just act like nothing is happening
Julie: that's the best idea!
Scott: i'll send you a mushy, sentimental email while you're traveling so you'll have it when you get there!
Julie: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO]
Scott: right. Right. I can do that.
Julie: no no no
Scott: well, i think i'm going to PRETEND to go to bed now.
Scott: latah.
Julie: 8-O
Julie: latah

Posted by Jewels at May 28, 2002 10:58 PM

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