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July 01, 2002

Jewels Be Sad

Julie: Mornin
gnubeexj: Hey.
Julie: hi. well i got a job. it's awful. i hate it so bad.
gnubeexj: are you referring to the greek restaurant job?
Julie: yes. it's the worst (hardest) job I ever had
gnubeexj: doesn't sound good.
Julie: i am scheduled for 50 hours this week. 3 12 hour days. 4th of july, saturday & sunday
gnubeexj: That's a lot of days off though. That's cool.
Julie: no. i get 2 days off. i worked 8-8 all weekend & I work 9 hours today
gnubeexj: ugh. that doesn't even sound good.
Julie: my feet hurt SO bad I can't even hardly walk when i get home
gnubeexj: I bet!
Julie: man. i just wanna shrivelup & die. why did u tell me to move here?
gnubeexj: excuse me?!?! i think i held out the longest against it sister!
Julie: i know
Julie: I found out that they have a HUGE stack of applications & the only reason (I'm assuming) that I got hired is because the owner was there & he likes cute waitresses
gnubeexj: how's bob doing?
Julie: ok i guess. i know he feels bad & he's stuck with all 3 of the kids all day.
gnubeexj: still no bites on a job though?
Julie: no
gnubeexj: damn.
Julie: that one guy said a few weeks. what really sucks is now I need to go buy some black tennis shoes so my feet don't fall off. more money... I lreadyhad to pay $26 before I started for a stupid shirt & apron, or my "uniform" as they like to call it
gnubeexj: hehe. the whole idea of you going from a place like MI to a place with a "uniform" just cracks me up! you gotta be suffering from a severe case of culture shock!
Julie: yes. i cried the whole way home a few nights ago
gnubeexj: i'm sorry.
Julie: me too. i have to leave here in an hour & a half again. my feet still hurt from yesterday. I think I better go...I'm gonna hop in the shower. btw we have to wear skirts everyday
gnubeexj: :-D
Julie: above the knee. no shorts. no pants.
gnubeexj: Oh yes... above the knee... of course!
Julie: damn it sucks
Julie: win the lottery & send me money ok?
gnubeexj: will do. l8r.
Julie: k cya

Posted by Jewels at July 1, 2002 02:16 PM

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To be on the edge of breaking down
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