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July 26, 2002

SSDD

Well, nothing really new. Marquette never called back. Bob still has no job... I'm still waitressing. I got some damn virus. I lost my emails, my addres book, my mp3s, & my favs. Sux. All I can say is thank God I have Windoze 2000 because if i had had 9x my whole computer would have been reformatted. Why, why...? I'm pretty sure it came off of the new Morphues. Gah!

Ok I spose I'll tell a little about that huge thing I mentioned, but it's a long story so I'm going to make it short as possible... I never met my dad. I bought some geneology software, & within 10 minutes I had found 6 generations back on his side of the family. Then I called the lady that had made the tree I was looking at & she's like a 3rd cousin or something. She gave me an email address to my dads twin brothers son. (My cousin) & he sent me pictures from 2 weeks ago of a family reunion. It was cool. Too bad I lost them when my virus hit. :irked

Gotta go...I have to get realy for work. Hi Jim. :lafhard

Posted by Jewels at July 26, 2002 09:19 AM

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