AskJewels

« I talked to my dad... | Main | Who woulda thunk it...? »

August 01, 2002

My cousin Jeff

Ok. So my new found cousin Jeff, who is my dads twin brothers son... says that he thinks the conversation with my dad was positive. !? He said he didn't think he'd speak to me at all. What do you make of that? I was all sad & crying, but maybe it's not that bad... I mean, Bob thinks he was in shock, but I just don't think it's fair that this is going to be all one sided. You know? Oh well... I have to find some pictures & then mail them...which knowing me will take forever. But...we'll see what happens.

I just called work & I thought my boss was going to fire me because I can't work the hours I was supposed to the rest of this week...but he was nice. He said "That's fine" & "Not a problem" so yippie!! I will be working 4-10's or 4-9's from now on. Except Sundays, I'll still be doing 8-8.

:lafhard We are going to have medical & dental insurance for the first time in like 7 years for our WHOLE family!!! In 30 days! I am SO excited I can't even stand it!!!!!!! My kids can go get a check up before they start school... & Miranda & I can get our teeth fixed. It's going to be a HUGE relief. I also want (need) to have Braydens thyroid checked.

So, yes I can talk again now that I have a few good things to say & I'm not a huge downer all day. Life is getting better & I am SO glad!!!

Posted by Jewels at August 1, 2002 10:49 AM

Comments

Post a comment

**Welcome to my life...**
Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever want to run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels alright You don't know what it's like to be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked When you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more Before your life is over? Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With the big fake smiles and stupid lies While deep inside you're bleeding No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels alright You don't know what it's like to be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked When you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life No one ever lied straight to your face And no one ever stabbed you in the back You might think I'm happy But I'm not gonna be ok Everybody always gave you what you wanted You never had to work it was always there You don't know what it's like What it's like To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked When you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like (what it's like) To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked When you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Welcome to my life Welcome to my life