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August 14, 2002

Why why why...

does my husband have to fight with everyone all the time? You know...he's been being a real a-hole for pretty much ever since we got here. I don't understand why or what his problem is...but i really don't like it.

So, the whole house situation which could be not so bad is a huge fiasco now. I don't know what his problem is...but he insists on yelling at her 13 year old daughter about everything that happens. Last night he went down stairs to do some wash, & there were maggots all over their piles & piles of stuff they have all over. Well...ok, that's really, really sick, but come on. How does that become the daughter's responsibility? So he's screaming at her through the door & she's ignoring him...I would too he was being an idiot. really. He's like there's f-ing maggots all over down here bang bang bang... AAAggghhh! SO she calls her friends mom to come & get them because he's freaking out on her. Then she calls her mom who comes home & has a cow on him for swearing in front of her daughter. Which is totally understandable, but her daughter swears all the time...so it's not like anything she hasn't heard before. Well anyhow...he is like fighting with the mom about how f-ing sick it is down there & did she wipe her maggot infested feet before coming into our house blah blah blah...TOTAL a-hole!!!!

So now my question is this... how did it end up that I have been with a man that is such a jerk for over 10 years...& I never really even noticed it? Do other people feel like this? It's like... can I really spend the rest of my life with someone taht can't get along with other people? That is so self centered that everyone else is an idiot...& he does no wrong?! Does one of us need therapy & if so...who??? AAgghh!

I am so upset I feel sick. I can't believe that he is talking about us moving again already. I mean we can't afford to live anywhere but where we are right now, so why can't he just get along with people??? And how did someone who gets along with just about everyone end up with that?

Posted by Jewels at August 14, 2002 09:28 AM

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Garsh you poor thing-sounds like your hubby needs some major help.

Posted by: Jess at August 19, 2002 01:42 AM

AND PRAYER! Let's not forget that. If you can get your hand's on it "The Power of a Praying Wife" is a great book by Stormie Omartian. And if you cant afford it I will send you mine. :)

Posted by: Jess at August 19, 2002 01:44 AM

Thanks Jess...good idea. funny thing is...how long can you go on praying for someone that swears he's "closer to God" than you are...? I'll try & check the library for that book though...it sounds like something I should read. :)

Posted by: Jewels at August 20, 2002 09:25 AM

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